today is really a foul day for me la.. early in the morning my stomach just dun wanna give me some peace lor.. keep rumbling la.. lucky not gastric, if not i will die in sch le.. lol.. then it was one whole stretch of boring tutorials and lectures.. i wonder how much time was spent on slping today lor.. phy lect, i slp.. chem no notes, i slp.. chinese stuffy and boring, i slp..(even got photo as evidence)
anw, life without sufficient money sux la.. really sux lor.. today Mr Tay keep chasing me after the $5.. not i want to blame him, but y must ask money from me when i only have $2 inside my wallet? y dun ask earlier.. again, after econs tutorial, he came back to our class to ask for money again.. wah biang.. si bei enthu lor.. wasnt in good mood when i was pressed for money.. this time i used a different tone on him la.. dun mean anything.. so sorri Mr Tay! next time i dun like tt liao.. but dun use ur forcing method.. i dun like it.. tok properly alright? anw, i quite like this teacher.. fun thou abit slow, but i think i will benefit better as his style of teaching is rather similar to my sec sch phy teacher.. after the short argument, was told off by Wan Ting and Samantha la.. they say i veri rude.. i so sad lor.. i din mean to be react like this la.. really moody and cant tahan his tone when he ask me for money.. ask me go steal, beg, rob to get money.. dun like this kind of style.. ok.. ur the teacher, im the student.. im wrong.. ur rite.. im sorri.. ur disppointed.. we are just different.. do ur best and teach me.. i do my best in phy.. other things, i all act blur..
next, during Wan Ting's "lecture", i was being reminded abt Chen Hui, our chinese teacher.. again.. they said i was rude to her.. alright.. this one i admit, i quite bad la.. again.. i was triggered by the "force".. according to Newton's 3rd law, when object A act on object B, object B will act back on object A with an equal but opposite force.. so if u force me, i force u back.. u re me, i wun treat u any better.. some ppl dun like it.. some ppl dun mind.. wat i want to say is, the old Justin is still here.. nvr change.. look at my good sides, not backsides.. oops.. i mean bad sides.. hate me if u want, anw, i still have ppl who like me.. not targetting at anybody.. dun be fearful of me.. i quite good to frens.. they dun force me! tts how frens are different from any other ppl..
i wonder y am i toking abt all this shits here.. veri weird today.. just trying to make myself 反省la.. quite sad today..
cya.. signing off with tears in my heart..

talked more trash @ 8:09 PM

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