had my first paper today.. GP.. well.. i will say im well prepared for it but not confident in passing.. my script nvr got appreciated by teacher in NYJC.. ok.. skipped school for consecutive 2 days.. today is my first day back in sch.. haha.. went to SOT on mon and tues.. nth much to comment on today's paper.. my question and the compre was somehow related..
"Self-absorbed and clueless" Is this a fair assessment of young people in your country today?
compre was on the same topic.. i believe it's safe for me to say they are totally the same.. haha..
well.. i fought for youth instead of totally agreeing with the statement la!! haha..

basically we discussed alot of stuffs even after GP la.. wonder why.. is it because we think too much during GP le.. haha.. trigger part of our mind which is hidden as we mugged for our major exams?? from Singapore to poverty, from love to emotions, logic thinking to education.. well.. lot of stuffs inside my head.. just some thot..

我总觉得，
这个世界上有很多美好的事物，
是躲藏于生活细节之中，
等待着有心人去发掘它们的存在。
这一份美，
我觉得是无所比拟的。
我想要的绝对不是什么海誓山盟或者什么海誓山盟，
我想要的只是一个机会，
让我可以好好地疼惜，
以及静看天地，
一起分享那些躲藏于生活细节之中的喜悦.


i dun think i have much to say.. busy studying.. sorry la!! and to ppl who read my blog.. sorry la!! wait after prelim.. i will update more frequently before A level again.. for now.. maybe an entry per week.. and to those ppl who shld be studying but say check litespeed then come see see look look.. time to study hor.. hope u nvr get to see this msg.. cos it will prove me rite.. haha..

last sat we went Orchard to have dinner.. so sad.. Xi Ying was sick then cant celebrate her birthday.. wasted.. anyway, went The Face Shop walk walk.. well.. i cant believe.. we bought things there.. well.. tell u a secret.. we spent $46 bucks there.. oh my.. got myself a tomato face mask.. so metro.. cant believe it.. but i was so tempted cos of my bad sick prob.. will try anything under the sun to make it better.. sch stress is making it worse!! help..

anyway.. good luck to all JCs students.. whether u finished ur prelim or having prelim.. GOOD LUCK! few more months and our worst is definately over.. Uni wont be as tough.. as promised by most ppl who experienced it.. haha..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:55 PM

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ok.. one busy week passed.. practically stayed in sch almost everyday except tues to mug.. yup.. left sch only ard 9 plus then reached home abt 11.. and for today.. tuition.. just reached home.. haha! so i din really had the time to update this blog.. forgive me huh?

simply summarize wat happened for the week.. well.. got caught for toking on the phone with xin yu in the lib when she was outside the lib while im inside.. the only thing tt separates us and our voice was the glass.. rather lame rite? haha.. no wonder will tio scolding from Mr Wan.. well. he got some surprises while questioning me.. hoped he figured out the stuffs tt i said.. afterall he is a teacher.. haha.. had a good laugh after tt incident.. rather funny.. banned from going into the lib for a week.. well.. i think i entered the lib almost everyday.. who cares.. i noe my mistake.. i will TRY to reduce the noise level.. after all, communication with thinking process is afterall human's best ability among all animals.. haha!

then nth much until today.. sort of celebrated Tiong Li's belated birthday.. gave me a vodka shot and he drank in in one shot of cos.. and was slightly drunk after tt.. he cant walk a str line when crossing the road.. cute boy.. haha!



SEE?!?! he even posed for us.. height 183m.. good body for modelling.. lol..



One shot! tts all he need!

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 11:35 PM

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ok.. today is 4 days after my birthday le! sorry tt i din update after tt! so this shld quite a long entry.. wonder how long i will take.. first.. start from 8/8 morning..

had to attend sch thou it was my birthday.. no choice.. principal rather strcik abt tt.. sux la.. then had to go Kovan to do flag day.. i dun find it related to national's day.. really no purpose.. i can help the needy anytime but i long time nvr experience national's day le.. not looking very forward to it but at least let me noe im living in spore ma.. fill me with all the propagandas.. i dun care.. i want national's day!

then rushed home get changed and reached orchard at 2pm.. others were late except Xi Ying and Wee Beng.. as usual la.. haha! haha.. then they gave me my birthday presents.. played pool at lucky plaza until Xi Ying had to leave at 4.. then Hu Nan came to join.. haha.. then took a train down to citylink New York New York for dinner.. spent a total of $160 there.. alot hor? i had half grilled chicken and Frozen Strawberry Martini.. quite cool combi.. had other desserts too! hee.. so nice.. esp the fried mars bar! so nice thou i only had a taste of it..

oh ya.. before i continue.. show ya my present!



The Bag of Presents!



First gift on 8/8.. by Princess Sotong.. nice green box huh? haha..



8 presents in total including the box.. dun think u can see the silver pen.. anyway.. the yellow paper on the lid is the checklist.. haha.. thx princess!



NY clique present! water dispenser! making sure i have at least 8 glasses of water everyday!



this is the cute penguin water dispenser!



Converse hat by Hu Nan!
CK cologne by NY clique!
Girly water bottle by them too! they want me to carry it to sch.. omg!



what's inside? guess!



TA DA!!!! purple shirt from calvin!!



FIRST BIRTHDAY GIFT OF ALL! i sort of paid for it.. thou not directly.. lol..



almost forgot this "wedding ang pow" from Zhi Liang and Pris.. haha!
of cos.. i put the slip of paper out.. amount? guess lor!

end of showing off.. back to topic after new york new york dinner..

went to watch fireworks! perfect place and not so crowded.. very nice view.. show ya the 2 nicest pix tt day.. using handphone.. camera's photo not with me..



after the fireworks we went to marina square and sit outside with beer and sorta end my birthday with some chatting.. cool.. played true or dare to.. haha.. had great fun and took a mid night cab home.. $30 bucks!! kill me!!!

rotted on national's day.. watched fireworks and celebrations while mummy and bro went to watch.. haha.. so nth much to say on tt day..

went for 2 tuition on 10/8.. studied ard bugis area and ate my dinner at hans.. spent 15 bucks.. wah.. alot of money again.. haiz..

then fri was sch.. so.. skip!

today!! went for morning tuition again.. then head to esplanade lib to study.. studied at the cafe.. bought drinks.. then food.. nachos.. total $40 bucks for the whole table of 4 ppl.. crazy.. money again.. aiyo.. then stayed at the cafe until 8 plus before we decided to join in the crowd for fireworks! haha.. some pix from tonight's firework!



first firework display of the night..



not a good view compared to 8/8..



is this big enough.. one of the biggest firework of the night!



pop pop POP!!!!!!!

tt's all! cya.. signing off..

P.S. thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday! thanks for ur present.. too many names to name so forgive me alright?? good luck!

talked more trash @ 11:30 PM

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

haha.. im finally going to be 18 in a few hours time.. hee.. so exciting.. always look forward to my birthday.. cos it is always followed by a national holiday.. nvr fail to enjoy myself this period.. not near exam period nor too far.. good time to take a little break before every year major exams.. i just love my birthday.. haha..

however.. my birthday is currently being welcomed by stomach pain.. toilet visits.. homework.. tonnes of worries.. but but but.. for now i shall throw it aside.. too many invitations for now.. a must is to go out with NY frens.. they booked me long ago.. then Cal just msged me about tmr chalet at pasir ris.. Adrian is back! long time nvr see him le... but.. i wonder whether i have time for tt.. cos right after the msg, peifen asked wanna ton.. aiyo.. how how how?

then tmr will be national day celebration.. i wonder whether NY is a school of govt.. cos i really feel tt NY dunno how to celebrate national day.. lot of stupid ideas and games and fund raising tt are not related to national day.. well.. im not saying those are lame.. it is stupid cos it dun suit the occasion at all! dun tell me help ppl during national day.. come on.. u can do it anytime.. celebrate Singapore's birthday with some can u? no loyalty.. boo! misses those days in GESS where we march for national day celebration.. sing national day songs.. enjoyed ourselves with "kallang wave".. nvr failed to bring my spirits up.. only this time.. sux..

just now recieved a call from Robinson asking me to be a part timer.. sorry.. exams more impt.. thou i need money now.. haha.. lotsa lotsa money to spend on luxury stuff.. oops.. sound so waste of money.. but just dreams and hopes.. dun let it dashed.. hee..

well.. birthday must have birthday wish..

1st..
I WISH I WILL ALL OF US WILL BE HEALTHY.. (hey.. im serious cos i really feel unhealthy..)

2nd..
FOR NOW.. I WOULD LIKE TO DO VERY VERY WELL FOR MY COMING A LEVEL EXAMS.. SAME GOES TO THE REST!

3rd..
*i shall keep it to myself alright?*

before i end..

HAPPY NATIONAL'S DAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN DE! (today his birthday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN! (tmr)

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:44 PM

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why am i not in sch right now? cos im not feeling well? haha.. not tt simple.. cos i have lot and lot of work to do today.. i feel tt i can work better at home, alone rather than going to lecture threatre to sleep and stare into space during tutorials and complaining abt the hot weather.. haha..

bad week.. yup.. it is indeed a bad week cos not much of great things happen.. many stuffs tt bothered me are not solve.. my wrist still hurt and NAPFA still not complete.. ah.. only if i can describe all these terrible feelings to you..

oh right.. just a short update.. oh ya.. tmr im going to Batam for a short birthday holiday! hee.. only the weekend.. better than nothing.. the whole family of 21 is going! haha.. hopefully it will be exciting enough..

cya.. signing off!

talked more trash @ 10:00 AM

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haven been updating this blog for a week.. i noe it is quite long but i have been finding time to post an entry and i managed to squeeze a little time into my busy life for this entry.. haha..

not a very good week i would say.. cos nothing much happened and only negative stuffs is embedded deeply in my heart.. esp ytd's event.. did not complete my NAPFA again.. yup.. again.. huh all u want.. think all u want.. cos im really thinking just like u all.. im still wondering wats wrong with my body.. it just cant keep up with me.. hate this feeling.. i feel really weak.. cos i cant complete NAPFA.. suck.. esp 2.4km run.. everytime i run something happened.. want to go doc but recieved advice which go against this idea.. fine then.. nothing can be done to my body for the time being.. maybe i will be entering NS earlier than other ppl.. suffer in there with training with nothing done to save my body.. within 10 years body will fail me.. within 20 years.. moving on wheels.. within 30 years?? haiz..

other than tt im worried abt my studies too.. i dun think i noe more than i do before mid year exams.. im suppose to noe more.. but.. i just remeber.. slow in doing work.. really wanna slack but have to keep telling myself NO.. slacked but not much.. this feeling sux cos i dun want to keep forcing myself not to slack.. i want it in me.. naturally.. now when to do this when to do tt.. read 2 books.. one on successful life and 7 habits for teens.. well.. i believe tt helped me realise alot.. but seriously.. staying so far away really take up much of my time in doing other things tt will start the ball kicking(to study).. i want tt black notebook.

ok.. i think i shld stop here.. i have lots to complain.. dun think it will be good for u to keep reading all these.. sorry huh.. promise a better and more meaningful entry the next time..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 7:21 PM

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