im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. im going to Thailand.. ENOUGH!!

yup.. the big news is tt im going Thailand tmr morning.. i wonder how tt place will look like.. is my first time there.. so excited.. haha.. heard shopping is a must must there.. we shall see.. skipping new year is not i wanted.. but since tts the only long holiday im going to have this year.. why not? haha.. anyway, school holidays are for studying.. pui!!

today i got the tickets 白雲崗. im acting inside.. anyone interested pls msg me alright.. is on the 3/3/2006 (fri) and 4/3/2006 (sat).. omg.. acting on 2 days.. *faint* ya.. come approach me if u want.. better still, ask ur frens to buy oso! cos buy 10 get one free.. before i forget, hold on to ur chair cos it's $8 per tix.. erm.. which is to say it will cost u ppl $80 for 10 tixs.. plus a tix, 11ppl going.. tt will be $7.272727272727272727272727272727272727272727272 for each of ya.. support me.. support us as well.. haha! i got $160 of tix to sell.. ooo.. better find a way to clear it quick.. any hundredaire(is there such a word) here?

Hey Hey!!

Here by wishing you all a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

恭喜發財﹗

萬事如意﹗

cya.. flying off (in a jet plane)..

talked more trash @ 8:06 PM

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cant believe tt i din blog for 2 days.. esp on tues.. watever the case, i just noe tt i have lotsa things to do.. omg..

nth much on mon.. except tt my wrist hurt so much tt i cant play squash.. so sad.. so i went home early.. one of the earliest mon.. haha.. mummy was surprised tt i actually went back for dinner.. haha.. but dunno why, i was tired on mon nite so i din blog.. haha..

tues i had audition for a role.. i was invited by Jie Yan during saturday OGL outing.. i mentioned rite.. yup.. i did the audition during my break and well.. i got the role.. i had to stay till quite late on tues and hee.. reached home 9 plus..

so today i went for both squash and 白雲崗(the production).. had to run here and there and had to practice when i tired from squash.. then after squash had to go back again till evening and finally reached home ard 930pm after dinner at J8..

so y stress.. obvious isnt it? i got 3 major things ard March.. first to come is 白雲崗.. then is block test for J2s finally squash competition.. omg.. how am i going to get myself prepared for all these.. oh my.. this is my schedule for now..

Mon- Squash (reach home 8 plus)
Tues- 白雲崗 (reach home 9 plus)
Wed- Squash & 白雲崗 (reach home ard 9-10)
Thurs- My Rest Day! But can I with so much work? (reach home 6 plus)
Fri- 白雲崗 & GP tuition (reach home 11 plus)
Sat- 白雲崗 and Dating/Go out
Sun- Rest (Can I? haha..)

well.. dun be shocked by this schedule cos it is the earliest i can reach home and NOT the latest i will reach home.. haha.. btw, fri tuition is from 8pm to 10pm! (those ppl who is in my grp take note!)

frens in sch.. remind me to study.. bring me to the library or ice space whenever there is a break.. i need to study.. rush me on my work.. thx.. wahaha.. so reliable on frens.. anyway, i need to rest now.. tmr have school again.. flying off soon on fri morning to thailand! i dunno whether i will post tmr cos of packing.. so it is still better tt i say,

"Happy Chinese New Year!"

"新年快樂﹗"

cay.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 10:25 PM

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ytd was a busy day.. went to Toa Payoh early in the morning to collect newspaper.. its for CIP la.. we collected alot.. at least a few hundred KG.. believe it anot.. we only covered half of the blocks we need to cover.. haha..

so we end early.. went for a break at the coffeeshop and rest at the playground near the meeting area.. lotsa things happened there.. had hrs of chat there.. singing sessions and music enjoyment time.. haha.. then then event of the day happened..



yup.. the garbage chute caught fire!!! called the 995 of cos..



then the RHINO came within mins.. cool huh? haha..



they go check out the bin.. omg.. its blazing with fire and the bin got a big hole in it!! smelly!



can you see the BIG HOLE??



ok.. all done.. spray foamy stuff in it and all done.. well done fire fighters.. haha.. and curse tt person who caused the stupid fire.. cant u just do something meaningful..

ok.. so after tt we went for lunch at Toa Payoh centre.. had fried kua tiao.. din ask her to add chilli then she add chilli and sambal! kill her ah! so i complained and got a plate of delicious kua tiao.. haha.. rushed home after my meals and got change..

had a new set of clothes on and refreshed.. took a bus down to PS to meet my clique.. miss them.. esp Darling.. i nvr get to see her for weeks.. disappointed to see her not there until 1 hrs plus later.. then accompanied her to spotlight and met Xuan Sheng after tt before we go meet OG 34 (dragon OGLs)..

some OGLs went off to BLEND INN first.. while me, Xuan Sheng and Pei Yee waited for Jun Yi, Jonathan, Merrick and Vanessa.. we very swai.. caught in heavy rain la.. we wanted to fetch them one by one to the place but rain getting heavier so they have to take a bus down then we fetch them from there.. aiya.. troublesome la.. rain for wat???

during the buffet.. we had lotsa laughters and fun.. Vanessa is still the "xiao hua" of the day.. haha.. then Jonathan asked me to go for a actor audition tmr.. omg.. so scary.. then we end our dinner there with a grp photo!



went to meet clique at Chinatown after dinner.. hee.. cos i wanna meet Darling.. crowded there and managed to find my way to their location with Ryan's instruction and not Alvin's.. not tt i dunno tt place.. i noe tt place well is Alvin dunno how to say.. lucky Ryan noe tt place well too.. haha.. din tok to darling alot there.. sad sad sad..

went home after tt.. MRT crowded with ppl too.. Darling have to alight at clementi cos daddy fetch her.. haiz.. she so tired.. we din tok much too.. wonder when can we meet again.. hate J2 life.. so difficult to find time..

today did some hse cleaning for new year.. thou not satying in spore for CNY but still have to clean.. tradition and the only time we clean thoughoutly.. haha.. both wrist very pain now.. dunno why again.. always like tt.. going to check in hospital again.. better make sure im well before NS.. haha.. tts all for the weekends..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:19 PM

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alot of things rumbling in my mind now.. really dunno wat to say and wat not to say.. phrasing it out is another problem.. ok.. go slow.. studies first..

today i had thefrist GP lesson with Mr Yee.. well.. did compre assignment which dun turn out to be good and interesting.. the whole 1.5hrs doing nth but compre.. is tt interesting.. no!!! of cos not!!! then i realise i really still dunno alot of my stuffs la.. whether is maths or chem.. so sad.. so tired nowadays tt i can hardly find energy to do my work.. esp revisions.. sianz.. ok.. most classmates feel like joining Mr Tong's tuition.. yeh!! im looking forward to it.. hope tt i wont be happy for nth.. if u have been following thru my entries.. u will noe how many times i have been happy for nth.. 放我飛機(unicode)... understand??

ok.. squash now.. im damn damn guilty and bad when i see all the J1s who signed up for squash today.. why ur turn up.. why?? if u dun turn up, the teacher will probably delay the news and give me enough time to tok to her.. i regretted going to the toilet to put on my contacts.. when i go back squash court, she finished her announcement.. and why some ppl just wont stop and hear me out after she dismiss ur? i shouted "come back!!".. haiz.. now.. wat are the J1s going to do? i dun care.. i want them back.. the teachers dun want i want!! i shall convince them.. the most i dun join competition lor.. i teach them squash.. arh!!!

squash again.. today coach wants Hua Bin to be inside the school team.. which means we have 8 ppl in the team.. we are going to have another selection one mth later.. he is going to select 7 ppl out of 8.. which means one person will be out.. haiz.. nvm abt tt.. changed my handle gripping at cheap price.. $2.50.. coach got cheap lobang.. lol.. if not im going to buy outside at 10 plus.. the training is tough.. and it is going to be tougher and tougher.. im so scared!! i will use up my energy for it.. so where to get energy to study?? OMG!!!

finally.. social life.. erm.. i go bathe first.. come back in 10 mins..
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back! back to topic.. frens are always there for u.. aiya.. but i dunno lei.. in sch like got more hi bye frens than real frens.. we humans are the cleverest creature in earth.. we have feelings and we can express and feel it.. tts wat made us superior.. i noe, cos i can feel.. dunno.. "avoid" is the word..

3 weeks i nvr see dear le.. i miss her alot.. im going thailand next weekend.. i want to meet her this week.. but.. unforeseen circumstances made it impossible.. im damn sad.. arh.. this sat i can meet her during the evening during clique outing.. but an earlier outing was fixed.. tt is the OGLs outing.. like my last entry.. promise is priceless.. i promise means i will go.. haha.. sat morning the J2s have newspaper collection.. then afternoon is the only time i can meet her but she meeting feng.. haiz.. dun want me to meet her.. wat can i do? weekdays she oso cant make it.. wat can i do? for 3 weeks.. terrible feelings.. one word, "avoid"..

haiz.. tts all i can remember for now.. think u will be reading alot abt my bad life in NYJC and outside school.. good luck to you.. u can choose not to read.. duh.. haha..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:58 PM

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ytd came back ard 9 plus and was so damn tired tt i din even cared abt today's morning chem test.. i din studied for it.. of cos, i wasnt confident abt tt test.. haha.. but i just took a warm bath and rest well during the night.. ytd was considered the most relaxing yet tiring day for me..

yup.. the great news of the day is not tt i entered the school team for squash(this is a good news).. the thing is, our GP tutor change again!!! omg.. initially in IJC, my GP tutor was Mr YiP, then Mr Seah in NYJC and then Mr Tong(the greatest GP tutor ever!!).. now changed to Mr Yee.. sian la.. today was his last lesson with us.. told us wat really happened..

i feel very unjust for him.. he is being recongnised as the best GP tutor in the school yet ranked the lowest under the MOE thingy.. stupid.. so wats a teacher for? to educated the student.. so we are the "customer" and since "customer" is always right, why cant a popular teacher be ranked high.. esp he can produce good results and dare to guarentee at least a B4 for every student.. can someone explain?

well.. of cos.. this cause alot of unhappiness in our class.. we all thot we had a great teacher and ppl who din attend GP lessons the whole of last year appeared becos of him.. but now.. he is going off.. we are not going to let go of him cos he's going to out of sch.. well.. he has a tuition centre and this is a plan we all hope will success.. we shall pay and attend his lessons outside.. yup.. we pay to get taught by him.. tts how good he is..

when u think teachers are the good fellows in the schools.. u may not be very correct.. well.. i admit, thereare good teachers ard.. i appreciate them alot.. but the dark side was shown to us when no teacher except Mr Yee is willing to take over our class from Mr Tong.. reasons? cos teachers know well tt they cant win the class over from Mr Tong.. explain? ppl who pon GP lessons dun pon Mr Tong's lessons.. and if a new tutor comes in.. everything will be back to normal or worse.. see? get the idea now? tts how good the both of them are.. but Mr Yee, we are so sorry.. we know u are nice by taking over the class.. but the class seems to like Mr Tong better.. we dunno wat we will do but.. yup.. we shall see..

change change change.. nth better to do lor.. only noe how to change teacher.. change Physics teacher last year.. change GP tutor this year.. change Chem teacher few months later.. wat else u want? i dun think u can change the results for the better if changing of tutor continues.. aiya.. everything just sux la.. just when good things arrived, horrible things just overwhelm it.. sianz...!

tmr will be having Mr Yee's first lesson.. i plan to give him a chance.. but i dun guarentee things after tt.. haha.. wish him well.. anyway.. i shall follow the crowd.. where or wat the class do i follow.. wahaha.. tmr have squash training again.. it will be school team training.. happy to be in the team.. but another problem caused becos we need to train..

Ms Lee wants us to concentrate on our training for the competition and made a selfish decision, which is to let us train and dun let any J1s enter squash for 1st 3 mths.. tts very selfish.. do u noe how much effort we put in to persuade the J1s to enter squash and do u noe how many promises we made to them when convincing them to squash.. do u noe how much a promise cost.. to me, it is priceless! everything she do affects both us and J1s.. well.. are they going to go without CCAs for 1st 3 mths if they are keen in squash? wth.. we shld name ourselves the NY liars "squash dream" team.. haiz.. decision made by the authorities are just not rite.. common'.. are u going to tell me im immature to think tt way? or.. tell me all these are for our own good.. leave those nonsense to urself.. sorry.. i only know wats in front of me.. problems without solutions..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 7:18 PM

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today finally met up with calvin, my best fren! haha.. look time nvr ask him come out le.. he's overseas during the holiday.. lucky person.. haha.. get to go HK disneyland.. i wanna go too..

so sorry tt i only got u ur birthday present and managed to pass it to u today.. ur xmas gift is actually not ready yet.. its hand made(gave u a clue le hor).. so give me some time k? haha.. today had great fun going out with u..

we went to watch movie.. u cant believe it.. we watched KING KONG!!! considered old show le rite? haha.. but somehow the both of us nvr watch tt show before so good lor.. haha.. so u go watch lor.. sat the first row.. quite terrible for a 3 hours show la.. KING KONG appeared after so long.. sian lor.. and the natives in the island are so ugly.. wth.. they can go die la.. haha..

after movie we went shopping.. actually is he pei me go shopping.. haha.. i need to buy some clothes.. yup.. so we walked, walked and walked.. and until 10 plus, i only managed to get a shirt.. cant believe it.. very tiring.. haha.. but i think i spend most of my time toking to him than paying attention to the shops selling clothes.. haha..

now im very tired.. make this entry short.. hee..

cya.. signing off..

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yup.. left the house happily.. with the intention to go school early for breakfast.. in the end.. the cock up LRT la.. stop in the station again!! stupid lor.. not the first time.. dun want to be late cos ytd just pass down the msg tt latecomers got to do this and tt.. very stupid.. so to avoid these.. take cab to school lor.. waste money..

then sch as per normal.. GP leave the deepest impression among all the subjects la.. he showed us a banned video! then discuss about freedom of speech.. wah.. brave and cool.. but dun think it suit all ppl.. then he din tell us abt the extra lesson in the evening.. then i had to go every level to look for him but he is nowhere to be seen.. haiz.. so i joined Marcus and Jun Yi for kbox at cine..

haha.. they are both PROs.. when i say tt, im damn serious.. wah.. my ears are so damn comfortable lor.. hear the both of them sing is like enjoying concert.. haha.. they are those of competition standard la.. so stress singing with them but enjoyable too.. haha.. so damn cold inside.. Shannen(weird), thx for lending me ur jacket and got urself cold.. lol.. dun be tt silly.. Marcus, thx for asking me to keep reaching the notes.. it really kill me!!! haha..

haiz.. og outing still planning.. clique outing still planning.. wanna find Calvin out still planning.. need to go shop for new clothes still planning.. study for test, still planning.. everything is still planning.. sian.. i need more time.. i want to do more things.. and funny enough, im not really worried abt my work? how? die le la.. if it carrys on i will flunk my exams lei.. dangerous.. haha..

ok.. i got stuff to do! cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:53 PM

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the main thing of the day is of cos the CCA bazaar.. i wont put it as title for nth rite? haha.. anyway, CCA bazaar this year is better than last year.. i wasnt even attracted to last year's bazaar.. it's like we got more to see this year la..

need to psycho alot ppl to join squash la.. tts the job for me and almost everyone in school rite? haha.. i was like playing in the court and walking ard to find ppl to psycho.. haha.. then i went into LT4 to watch performance.. the dance was great.. really great.. all the while i was wondering wat they do above us (dance studio above squash court).. today i finally witness it.. haha..

im still not really used to wear contact lens.. my eyes is still so dry when wearing contacts.. sian lor.. but had to wear it cos i dun wanna wear head mask during squash.. hee.. tts the price i need to pay.. haha.. nowadays no mood to play squash lor.. dunno why too but just like tt.. haiz.. not as enthu to enter the team too..

btw, i finally met the GP teacher my CT had been toking abt the past week.. he is really a great teacher la.. feed us with alot of content which made his tutorials very very interesting and i oso get to know wats going on behind the scene.. but.. sad to say, the things tt he mention are not good news.. they are actually the most negative yet true stuffs.. the girl who sprained her neck was deeply affected by wat he said.. dun like tt wor.. cheer up.. haha..

aiya.. very tired now.. i wanna go sleep immediately.. but.. i got a lecture test tmr!! better do some revision so tt i wont get a bad fail.. there is no good fail rite? heck la..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:36 PM

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orientation 1 had ended on fri with a wonderful disco night.. it may be short but it is definitely the highlight of the whole orientation..

tt morning we had to stay in the hall for quite long cos of mass dance.. i enjoyed the trad dance the most.. cos superstar seems very boring after a couple of times.. haha.. i had great fun dancing alone and with a partner.. haha..

then it was air games.. wasnt as great as i thot it would be.. how they relate the games to air is rather lame.. but i really appreciate wat the counsellors had done.. thinking of games tt are unique, fun and able to fit the theme isnt an easy task.. but thanks counsellor.. for TRYING very hard to make this orientation a nice one for the J1s.. haha..

today is sch again.. so sian.. but i realise a had lotsa breaks today.. hee.. the only bad thing is tt we have afternoon pe and right after pe is squash training.. if this goes on, i will collapse soon! arh!! haha..

i miss orientation!! arh!! i enjoy being OGL! hee.. i can make ppl cheer together with me.. the feeling just cant be described.. yup.. the J1s are just too high..

OG2:
you may be very quiet at times.. but when there is a need to cheer, my voice is never alone.. i truely appreciate tt.. im really very sorry here cos i have to admit i cant remember some of your names.. im those kind tt is who is unable to memorize name but i can remember ur faces well! haha.. im starting to miss u ppl.. great to see some of your in school today and even msn/msg me to ask me more abt the sch and me(kpos.. hee..).. i want an outing soon! i want to go out with u ppl.. just got bonded then have to separate.. sad la.. we could have 5 days instead of 4 de.. but nvm la.. haha.. in school, got any prob come find me k? u got my number.. haha.. cya ard..


*first day of orientation


*our Sentosa trip!


*hope you all like this pix we OGLs give you..

OGLs:
dragon hse rox.. dragon OGLs rox even more.. to get the loudest hse in the cheering competition all thanks to you ppl.. haha.. making the hse so bonded all thanks to you.. making the other OGLs laugh, shout and so enthu all thanks to you! haha.. i had great fun with you all.. making me laugh and had fun.. most imptly, i can see how u appreciate your OGs by making all the stuffs and the unique DRAGON YU SHENG!!! haha.. i noe is abit messy but tts another highlight in dragon hse.. other hse dun have de wor..

Counsellors:
really thanks to this impt grp of ppl cos they made it very very possible.. staying back after sch.. coming back during the holidays and plan the orientation require alot alot of effort.. i really appreaciate tt.. it may not be really fun but the spirit of nanyang was built up.. i dunno wat else to say la.. but i noe all the orientation stuff is possible all cos of ur.. hee.. dragon counsellors... your rox abit more than other counsellors.. shhh... hee..

thank you!! end of speech.. hee.. sincerely wanna thx them cos they are the one tt make me enjoy so much... wahahaha.. orientation 1 rox!!

talked more trash @ 9:29 PM

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wow.. today is super tiring.. all NYJCians have great fun out at sentosa.. we met MJ ppl there as well.. they are as enthu as us.. but we are slightly more enthu.. haha..

we had beach game at siloso beach.. at first we went to tanjong beach.. shit la.. then we took the beach tram to siloso.. haha.. the sun is super big there and made everyone tired and restless.. but afternoon, the weather was wet..

we went to meet Emiko at the lost civilisation for lunch.. we had a picnic.. on our way there.. the MJ teachers gave our OG 23 packets of rice for free!! haha.. must be they see me shuai.. lol.. jkjk.. anyway.. thx MJ teachers.. haha.. i think tt cost alot.. haha..

after lunch is amazing race.. we had to play in the rain.. tts quite sad.. difficult to control ppl as well.. have to keep reminding them their hoods.. aiya.. i dun care whether they put on anot.. most imptly they must like it ma.. haha.. the race was quite ok.. but tiring..

so after tt we had a short debrief and the J1s go home.. the dragon OGLs gathered for dinner at harbourfront.. it was a super duper fun outing.. its funny.. its fun.. its just fantastic.. haha.. ask the dragon OGLs.. they feel tt too, i suppose.. haha..

tmr is the last day.. just when i think im more bonded with the J1s.. we have to part.. so sad.. hope tmr disco nite will be fun.. haha.. im tired.. goodnitez..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:47 PM

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today is day 2 of 2006 orientation 1.. erm.. today main focus is the mass dance.. before the mass dance, the og had to play water games.. actually, they will only get wet in one games cos other games consist of water but the ppl wont get wet.. haha.. the water are all inside the water bags.. as long it dun burst.. they are completely safe.. haha..

the mass dance was the most tiring activity of the day.. we have to dance countless times(actually i din count it, tts why it is countless.. lol..) haha.. the J1s have the same prob when we all first learn the dance.. it is too difficult to join up all the difficults steps.. it can be done easily individually but the problem comes when the song starts to play.. haha..

the other activity is the ogs have to make lantern out of their own materials.. haha.. it is really fun to see them do so.. they are all so cooperative and team work is already present on the 2nd day of the orientation.. haha..

the final thing is the cca leaders tok.. the cca leaders will have to tok to the ogs and psycho them into their ccas.. haha.. as usual, i just let the leaders tok and i go tok to the other ogls.. haha.. tts more interesting.. and i realise tt i actually dunno many ccas in NYJC.. haha..

tmr we are all going to sentosa.. wonder wat will we be doing there.. actually i noe la.. but haven experience it in sentosa.. haha.. alright.. tts all..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:32 PM

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today is the first day of Project X.. in case u dunno.. it is the orientation 2006 for the newcomers.. the theme is adapted from the X-en.. seriously, i still dun understand how is tt related to orientation and the things we do.. haha..

gotta reach sch early morning 630am.. still in slping mood but anxious to see the J1s tt im attached to this 4 days.. they are the ones tt motivate me to join OGLs.. haha.. ya.. so im in OG2, which is in Art stream.. i din realise tt until i saw only 6 guys in the name list.. haha..

so we played ice breakers, as usual.. and then games.. soon, the J1s have to stay for subject combi tok while all the OGLs can leave! yippie! tts wat i call welfare of the OGLs.. lol.. very tired.. cos gotta wake up so early after weeks of slacking and sleeping in.. haha.. the only regret is tt i missed the lectures!! omg.. i swear to do well this year and i missed my lectures!! arh!! but i heard our class changed GP tutor.. shld i shout "HOORAY"? mmm.. lets wait for my next GP results to come out before i decide whether he is good.. haha..

tmr will be another tiring day.. just hope i have enough stamina to go with the J1s.. haha.. thou mostly are girls, but they can be as loud as the guys from other OGs.. haha.. tts something to be proud of.. tmr will we be playing sea games.. today is land.. and we will be going to sentosa on thursday! haha.. tt will be the physically most demanding day during this 4 days.. but i look forward to tt trip.. cos i haven step into sentosa during the holiday.. tt abnormal.. haha..

i will write more for this few days.. many more things will happen and i believe right after tt, there will be a greater news.. im failing my papers.. haha..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:23 PM

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today is the the last day of our long holidays.. my holiday is wasted cos now i cant really recall all the things i've done without looking at my past entry.. many things happened.. some are happy, some are disastrous, some are boring and one is painful..

school is starting tmr.. many students will start to complain abt how short is the holidays.. some will be happy to see their frens or even new frens.. while most of them will be waking up rather early tmr to sch to copy homework from those hardworkings one.. lol! no matter wat u will do tmr morning, it is the start of 2006.. do try to do something tt u regretted not doing for the past few years.. or maybe try new stuffs out.. haha.. tts wat i wanna do..

the main focus in this year is of cos the "A" level papers.. i regretted not getting into a poly but.. haha.. im not going to try to enter one this year!! lol.. cos i wasted one year in JC.. so i have to do all the stuffs this year.. so sad.. my target seems so far away.. this is especially true when i saw my promos results just now..

homework aside.. stepping into 2006 means tt im just 1 year away from National Service(NS).. until now, im not sure how im feeling abt NS.. neither nervous nor excited abt it.. but one thing i noe, the buddies i meet in there will be guys.. haha!! another thing is, i will have less contacts with my outside frens.. esp the girls.. no no.. most frens i noe are of same age as me.. so guys will be in NS too.. i can see them when we are out.. (only if they got no GFs la.. haha..) but girls? they have to study, work or date.. lol..

toking abt NS, i have to brush up my stamina this year.. my stamina had always been very weak.. cos i HATE running.. i HATE the breathless feeling.. so i seldom train on it.. i rather swim than run.. at least im free in the water.. haha.. my sit and reach have to improve too.. i want to be more flexible.. erm.. physically and mentally.. haha..

im really confused on how to be "JUSTIN"..
if we dun care abt how ppl think.. tts impossible.. we are humans.. lets admit we cant.. we somehow get affected..
yes.. we shld do things tt benefit us.. but how to do it without being selfish.. tts a tricky problem.. if u say u are willing to scarifice everything for no repay.. u are again lying to urself.. it is near impossible.. (not impossible)
im very concern abt others and myself.. but mummy will just complain im just in my own whole.. deep inside, im really not..
sometimes i just dun mind being clown.. haha.. joker.. lamer.. watever.. i just hope ppl ard me will be happy.. cos they are the ones tt make me happy too! haha..
it is difficult to please the both parties.. we just have to learn..

there are many dunnos in life.. i just hope this year i will uncover more of these dunnos.. haha.. tts growing up! so i hope this new year will be greater than previous years.. haha..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 6:54 PM

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

im back from taiwan on 30/12.. sorry tt i din blog immediately.. Dear! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! i was tired and busy.. went str to doc.. ya.. think got slight food poisioning lor.. sux.. all cos i greddy la.. like rubbish bin.. everything oso eat.. esp smelly beancurd!! my favourite!! haha..

ok.. i dun want to mention the whole journey.. it is too long and i probably forget many details.. haha.. i get to noe frens in the tour grp.. haha.. had lotsa fun with them.. esp at night in the hotel room.. very fun.. im not worry abt not getting enough slp cos we can slp all we want in the bus.. i guess at least 5 hrs per day on the bus.. haha..

My schedule:
24/12 Singapore - Taipei
25/12 Taipei - Kaoshiung
26/12 Kaoshiung - Taidong
27/12 Taitong - Hualian
28/12 Hualian - Taipei
29/12 Taipei
30/12 Taipei - Singapore

talk abt the main points la.. the 2nd day in kaoshiung, the hotel just sux la.. toilet small.. room small.. not enough beds.. kaoz.. lousy hotel lor.. and the breakfast tt morning was really buffet.. free and easy.. u have to keep ur food urself!!

went for arcade games and suana in Taidong hotel.. tt was the best hotel for the whole trip la.. haha.. the room is super big.. spacious.. 2 balconys, 1 king size bed, 1 queen size and 1 super single.. wow!!! haha..

Hualian totally dun have any night activities.. as Singaporeans and tourist of Taiwan, we had to do our shopping in the nearby 7-11.. lol.. bought lotsa things there.. haha.. anyway.. tt night was the first night i went to my frens room for card games and night chatting.. great to noe new frens.. haha and we happen to stay near to each other in Singapore!!!

the last night in Taipei and i went to their room again.. this time a new member joined us.. haha.. so we played old maid and murderer till2 plus.. haha.. Stephanie got a forfeit and she had to prank call a hotel guest.. haha.. it was damn scary and funny!! lol.. and we happen to get the hotel guest's surname rite.. lol..

overall, this trip is rather boring and not suitable for youngsters.. long journey on the bus and only sceneries.. haiz.. i still prefer free and easy like last year's.. haha.. Taiwan is still a fun place, esp Taipei.. haha.. but i doubt i will visit there in any near future.. maybe for work next time.. haha..

haiz.. i still have tons of untouched homework.. gotta do tmr le.. haiz.. have to complete as many as possible cos 1st week still have Orientation to tend.. aiyo.. i still haven master the dance well.. oh no!!! so worried.. time really seems not enough by the end of the holiday.. for 10 years, i still cant handle my holidays well.. failure..

i came back this afternoon from Vincent's hse.. went his hse for countdown and steamboat dinner.. sianz lor.. ask me to bring tt heavy steamboat stuff there.. quite boring at night.. other than PS2, i got nth much to do.. the mahjong tiles was too small.. not interested.. haha.. this is the first time i can slp so well and woke up to find not my dear slping beside me but CHOR KIAT!! wtf.. but fortunately, it shows tt im normal cos i thot i dreamt i slp with guys.. which is super abnormal.. lol..

the rest of them went to Dear's sis hse.. i wanna go!! i wanna see Jeron.. wanna see her sis.. wanna swim.. all the WANTs but.. i have to visit my grandma after my trip to Taiwan.. it become a must to visit grandma every Sunday.. unless i really really have to meet dear on Sunday.. haha..

ok.. tt's all i have to write la.. my photos still not loaded.. forgive me cos i have 2 GB of photos taken from Taiwan.. it require lotsa effort and time to load them in.. haha.. next time k?

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:15 PM

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