im so confused! so much to do so much to remember and so many work to do but not enough energy to cope with everything.. hey! this sux ok! today during chem i was doing my own chem stuff cos i dunno the schedule and dunno wat to bring for lesson.. in the end got scolded by Mrs Tan.. wah leow.. i do my own stuff not as if i dun care abt chem.. pls note tt it is not i dun want to do! if i dun want to do i wont even touch chem during lesson ok! pls pls pls.. can the chem department clear things up in a more proper way.. putting notices outside the lab isnt a smart way of informing the mass..

ok.. more revision exercise need to be done right now and i cant really work on my own.. cant even do proper planning of my own work but to follow the sch.. then i might as well dun revise.. no freedom inmugging too.. i noe wat im weak in.. pls let me do wat i wanna do first? can? *CANNOT! SO SORRY!* ok.. nothing i can do abt it..

then i dunno why.. i cant seem to concentrate during lesson esp lectures cos im too tired to concentrate.. i cant even open my eyes.. no matter how much i sleep.. i face the same prob.. the lesser i sleep, the more tired i would be.. the more i sleep.. the same thing happens.. so? dun sleep.. worse i guess.. so where do i get the energy from? wanna mug later into the night oso cant.. cos brain dead how to think?

today we had our GP common test.. well.. weird paper set.. no MEDIA questions.. no SCIENCE & TECHNOLOGY questions.. the smart teacher even answered tt this is a proper A LEVEL question paper..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

ok.. stomach hurts now cos i laugh too much le.. cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:18 PM

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i haven been shouting tired for a long long long time.. woke up early in the morning, abt 430 to eat my breakfast cos i need to run my 2.4km. but unfortunatle, i was feeling unwell even before i run.. damn it! i delayed my run again and again.. keep bringing my shoe bag for nth! i hate all these! arh!!!

now i need to sleep.. but i haven complete my tutorials! i need to rush off to do right now.. sorry.. a very short entry to tell u im here.. tired.. haha..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:02 PM

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reached school rather early and recieved a special treat from Xinyu.. she treated me with a big bread with choco chips on it! with a really small packet of milo inside.. my favourite! haha.. thank you so much princess sotong!

lol..then it was normal lesson after tt.. couldnt really concentrate during chem lessons cos i dunno wats really going on.. there is a schedule but i noe nuts abt it.. i dun even noe wat to bring for every tutorial.. i think im still more used to days without chem teacher in school.. can work better with own revision and tuition.. tutorials are just not right for me.. extra lectures too.. i did my lecture's stuff at home cos i got the ans.. so i dun think i lose out to those who went..

anyway, the day just went on with a letter from a guy to a gal.. ooo.. wonder whether he is reading my blog anot.. but i just wanna say.. it is really sweet of him to write tt letter but.. but.. do you think it is abit not right cos letter can be read easily but other ppl or intercepted by non reciever? maybe it is not a good choice you noe.. haha!

then stayed back to celebrate Connie's birthday.. sorry to remind you but u are indeed the oldest among all of us.. used up 1 BIG candle and 9 small ones.. haha.. i din say ur age right? lol.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONNIE! had cake and pizza in the evening.. short gathering but fun enough.. haha..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:29 PM

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yesterday reached home rather late so dun wanna make an entry.. since i have nothing much this afternoon and lack of motivation to study, i decided to come online to post an entry..
(Post entry only say so much for wat!!)

as usual.. went for tuitin in the morning.. Din see Mr Soh for weeks.. hope he enjoyed his trip to Korea.. haha.. then rushed home to have lunch with parents.. wonder wats wrong with them.. keep asking those question.. got problem with them..

then stayed at home till 3 plus before i leave for my haircut.. spent one hr there.. cant believe it.. hairstylist cut my side until very short.. erh.. very punk look again.. aiyo.. luckily i cut the back.. if not it's damn long lor.. but i love my tail hair.. haha.. nvr cut for 3 mths got feeling lor.. lol..

then went to meet clique.. cos we bought the "Dream On" cd and have a free tix inside to enter DXO.. ok.. knew it was quite bored inside and expected all the stuff inside.. boring too.. saw a few familiar faces.. both from NYJC and IJC.. haha.. left there by 8 and went to Esplanade rooftop for some drinks.. aiyo.. it was my favourite place in the past but after seeing ppl playing soccer, drinking, running.. it's no more a romantic place..

i really dunno wat to type cos nth much happened ytd.. just tt there are lots of stuff for me to do but not for me to discuss.. haha.. so sorry.. a pix tt we took outside DXO..



some thots..
不必感到内疚。我们都有错。错多错少不重要。谁对谁错也不重要。记得世界上最幸福的人能选择爱，不爱或被爱。希望永远都是这样。放下，也就了解了。

cya!! signing off..

talked more trash @ 3:01 PM

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well.. woke up rather early considering today is a holiday for me.. haha.. gotta reach Peifen's hse for a little hse warming.. why so early? cos initially i have tuition at 3pm but in the end i was cancelled cos tutor fell sick.. oh.. get well soon Mr Tong!

back to topic.. i stayed the furthest and reach there the earliest without much trouble.. haha.. good sense of direction owing to 4 years of scouting.. haha! reached there around 10am.. then i start eating without them cos i din have my breakfast u see.. they reached there after 45 mins while i was rather tired already.. so boring.. played with Toffy (did i spell correctly?), Peifen's dog.. haha.. a very hyper dog and he even bit me cos he wanna snatch the ball from my hand while i was playing with him.. he is the first dog tt bite me!

then we spent hours there dunno doing wat.. played with dog.. Sean and Sarah.. ya.. then went to Peifen's sis hse to play with her big dog! today the dogs are totally ok with me.. esp the female ones.. lol.. even Sarah who dun even give me any eye contact sticks to me like glue.. haha.. weird but really fun.. i really dunno wat really happened there cos time just seems to pass very quickly.. haha..

tts all.. some pix..



This is Sarah.. haha.. she rejected Connie and allowed me to carry her.. haha..
(the pix a bit blur and made me look so.. shall not comment much..)



A last photo before we left.. well.. Peifen is not looking at the cam! same for Sarah! What is wrong with Connie? I cant see her eyes! and... it is sooo obvious am tired already.. yawn!!



She just wont leave me.. lol.. she fell down.. i carried her up and... yup..

and mummy asked me something very weird..
"为什么没有女朋友？ 没人要， 还是不要找？"
Well.. i remained silent................
soo cya.. signing off!

talked more trash @ 8:38 PM

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going to make a very short entry tonight.. cos im really tired and i need to do some work.. cos i have been slacking for the past 2 days at home.. cant continue this way or i will nvr reach my target.. well.. missed most of targets this mid yr so i better work hard hard.. haha..

nth much to update for this few days.. bascially our sch had this cross dressing day today.. some insulted other races' costume.. some really wore them well and made it proud.. haha.. Emiko and her fren wore Eygptian costume.. unique.. haha.. anyway tts not the main thing.. the main thing is i have been skipping extra lectures and even some lessons.. well.. i did work during tt little nreak of my own so not consider as waste rite?

tmr maybe going out.. Peifen having her little hse warming.. ya.. tmr is fri and there's no sch.. polling day holiday.. great! another 4 day week.. im lovvvving it!! wondering whether i shld go swimming tmr.. i need to work out more.. feeling weaker and weaker.. having stitches and gastric pain after work out sux.. everything is just not normal.. i dun remember i will have gastric after running or during running.. stitches seldom affect my running cos it has been ard for years.. gastric is unbearable!!

off to mug.. cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:43 PM

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yup.. as the title had tell u all.. went to watch Superman Returns after a boring school day.. been doing normal distribution tutorial for almost every breaks.. haha.. other than tt nth much happened today..

went to Orchard Lido to watch Superman Returns.. again.. just completed a movie marathon ytd and today another.. haha.. well.. i will give 4.5 stars for this movie.. full of actions.. eye popping stunts (thou by computer).. touching plot but.... but it just lack of some impt essences of superman.. it's just very different..

erh.. din noe Lex is good at stupid things.. why create land when u cant build things on it? cold, wet, icy feeling.. a place i wont want to stay and live in.. still wondering why they like tt place so much.. maybe landing on a deserted island is a better option.. haha.. he's always smart and full of great idea.. this time.. disappointing and lousy.. boo!

ok.. dun think i have much to say.. going to take my napfa tmr.. think will not pass my 2.4 with flying colours.. haha.. cos haven been training for mths.. stamina sure drop.. but hopefully the quitting of sodas helps..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 10:03 PM

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today i slacked the whole day so after this entry i shall go and study.. but im having a serious headache but at te same time energetic.. i just cant fall asleep.. haiz.. must be cos i sleep to much and slack to much in front of the tv..

watched 3 movies today.. woke up around 11 plus.. first show on HBO was HELLBOY.. very nice.. ok.. i really dunno how to describe but this show really show us tt a devil can actually be good.. moral values tt was learned from young can be stronger than any other things in the world.. including lust, greed and power.. inspiring and touching.. 3.5 stars..

then after lunch went to watch PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN - THE DEAD MAN'S CHEST. well.. rather disppointed with the show.. i was expecting more actions, a smarter plot and a better ending.. i dun even noe whether Captain Jack was dead thou he.... nah.. watch urself.. haha!! i will give 4 stars or maybe slightly less for this show..

i managed to rest a while cos i was already suffering from slight headache.. reading THE DA VINCI CODE until i fell asleep.. dots la.. wasted my afternoon so im going to chiong work later.. maybe going to sleep a bit later than normal..

yup.. and the last movie of today is THE MUMMY RETURNS. ok.. i dunno whether this is the title anot cos i keep missing the title on the tv screen.. too bad.. haha.. 3.5 stars.. lack of actions for the first hour of the show.. eee.. boring.. then the 2nd hour was better.. more actions.. thou i watched it a couple of times already, but i felt tt i could understand more this time round.. haha..

overall, the movies i watched today are related to creatures, power and miagic.. yup.. maybe not tt much for pirates but i still cant believe tt a sail ship can become a submarine! anw, i dunno wat im toking right now.. headache!!! i wonder why.. tmr is school.. another 4 days week.. enjoy!!

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:40 PM

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today woke up early in the morning to open the door for the cleaning auntie to clean up my hse.. then i continued to sleep till 11 plus.. then woke up to close the door for her and eat my lunch.. 3rd day alone at home was wonderful but sometimes boring..

after lunch took a bus down to orchard to meet frens.. i going to buy my sweater!! yes! so stopped at far east and enter 77th street and tried the sweater on again.. this time it dun look good on me.. weird.. i suspect is the polo shirt tt i was wearing.. polo nvr fits sweater.. haha.. the sweater seems quite big on me too.. so i decided to go heeren's 77th to buy..

when i reached there, i tried on the sweater again.. yes! this time it looks better on me thou it's still weird.. so i decided to pay for it.. it was the last piece.. the shopkeeper keep asking me to renew my 77th street card.. aiya.. i dun see a point la.. i dun spend much there too.. haha.. the sweater was quite heavy and the shopkeeper so stingy.. gave me a small plastic bag.. hate him..

after my shopping its time to shop for presents.. yes.. walked ard.. then go wisma to find bei en.. she's working there.. sell accessories.. today was the 3rd time i go visit her this week.. haha.. alot of times hor.. just happen la.. din go there on purpose.. haha.. bought a present there and met princess sotong there with her fren.. alamak.. felt so short tt.. believe many (5o percentile) guys will feel short.. 2 gals of more than 175cm.. oh my goodness.. haha.. and tt's where my load was increased.. princess sotong want me to bring her note books back.. aiyo.. she so lazy..

anyway after tt we go home.. so early.. not used to leave orchard at this hour.. normally i see the shop close i still haven leave there.. lol.. then go home meet parents for dinner.. cos they're back from penang.. aiya.. poor them.. they had to pay for fines cos they speed down to penang these few days.. RM440.. wat the.. i could but lotsa stuff with tt much money!

ok.. stop here.. if not ur will feel damn bored.. dun even noe whether ur really read all these in details.. haha.. cos i read blogs i catch for the main points too..

cya.. signing off!!

talked more trash @ 9:49 PM

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i recieved feedback tt my blog cant be read.. so now im in the library to check out my blog.. i cant read too.. so worried.. thot my blog will be gone forever.. i logged in and had to republish the whole blog.. luckily it work! Sorry if some ppl cant read my blog's content..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 11:44 AM

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din update my blog for a few days.. so sorry.. i was free but the internet connection wasnt.. haha.. i just couldnt get connected to the net..

shall tok abt the sentosa trip on mon.. had our marking day on mon.. yup.. so Xinyu, Peifen, Wee Beng, Connie, Jie Yan and me went to sentosa.. tt was was practically a cloudy and cold day.. not a very good weather for a beach outing but nevertheless, it was very fun and COLD.. i shivered my day at sentosa.. haha.. met quite alot of NYJCians there.. not surprised at all..

before we head to the beach, we went to play the LUGE.. serious, it's very fun.. once is really not enough.. if u have the time go try it.. and remember to praise the casher's hairstyle cos it will earn u a $3 discount on every ticket! it works on us!haha..

played at the beach and bought a ball there.. went to Palawan Beach cos Siloso was under contruction and just not a place to play.. dipped in the water for quite some time.. swim, chat and did almost everything to keep myself warm.. lol.. but swimming just dun work on me.. thou i did most swimming.. when the ball drift away..

then we walked all the way back to Silosa beach for the bicycle.. rented for 1 hr before the shop closes.. ride along the beach line for a couple of times.. some romantic stuffs happened when we cycled.. but i believed it was undetected even by everyone except those we noe.. even i wasnt aware! haha.. dun wish to elaborate.. after all it wasnt my romance.. lol..

i saw Jun Qi there! he is working there as a beach patrol.. cool! so tan so handsome and a cool job.. wish i could do tt but rather lazy to carry on with my lifesaving course.. haha.. anyway, we left sentosa quite late.. abt 8 plus after washing up and reached harbourfront centre ard 9.. had a quick dinner and rushed home.. i need lotsa sleep but i seemed impossible when i reach home ard 1030pm.. i missed sleep since Sun's morning match.. Germany vs Portugal.. then continued with Zidane's headbutt( I LOVE IT!) .. and finally sentosa trip.. haha..

tues day sux.. cos not used to having normal lessons and the sucky food in school.. really.. bad news on tues morning.. i have afternoon PE while most of them dun have.. im not weak.. not obese.. i just din take my 2.4km run thou i perfectly completed my other stations.. it is PE 2 times a week!! tues and fri.. i wanna die le..

then wed nth special.. had to bear with lectures and lousy results.. go thru papers.. see how badly i done and hopefully to motivate myself to study.. haha.. results shld be

GP - D7 (as usual)
Physics- C (down by 1 grade)
Chemistry- C (improve by 3 grades)
Maths- D (down by 2 grades, i must say due to some unforeseen circumstances on exam day)

Courtesy of Princess Sotong...


Skyride to the top of the hill to begin with our luge ride..


i managed to take this pix without them covering their faces..


Getting off the skyride is fun but they seems super bored lor..



took a pix before we take the luge ride.. on top of the hill..


Princess Sotong!!


Of course we have the Queen Blur/Sotong !


Jie Yan aka The Shopping King..


Wee Beng! Wee Beng! oh baby.. Wee Boom! Wee Boom!

ok.. u wont get to see my pix cos i took all these pix..


This uncle very cute one.. haha.. treat the gals food and joked with us..


missed my kampong days..


TO THE BEACH!!!


ready! 1! 2! 3! ok.. where's me??? can't see my face la!!


SPLASH!! now i can see ME!! lol..

ok.. tts all.. after tt we play until forgot to take pix.. and we are wet too..

for now.. cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 8:58 PM

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I'm finally back with my internet access back again!! now using Mozilla Firefox.. just wanna change abit and dun wanna use internet explorer after so many years.. haha.. ok.. tts not the main point..

took a long break from this site because of exams and i dun think this really benefits me.. haha.. maybe the habit of blogging is inside my blood ba.. thou not blooging everyday but just dun feel right u see.. so i dun expect very good results from my mid year.. just giving myself an excuses.. just wanna cut down the length of my entry today so im gonna skip the exam part.. so im going to start from... last thurs 6/7/2006..

ok.. after my last paper on thurs, we all went down to marina square for lunch and to shop! yes! cos i remember tt time i went there to study before exams and saw some clothes tt i really wanna buy.. haha.. we had lunch in a Hong Kong restuarant.. good food after exam just make my day right! hee.. then we went shopping the rest of the day.. meet some other ppl from ny and i had to make comments on clothes.. they just can get when im serious and when im not on my comments.. lol..

then went i reached home.. ouch!!! my wrist hurt.. for no reason.. since im going for medical checkup on fri, i might as well take the pix of my wrist.. if u do not wish to view the pix, pls scroll down fast.. cant help u with tt! haha..



then faithfully went for the checkup with Xuan Sheng and Zhi Liang.. our appointment was 10 but we reached at 815.. haha.. strat off early and ended early.. the first station was the urine and blood test.. we had to show the urine strip to the person and all he said was, "STAND BACK! SHOW ME! THROW!" so rude.. but nvm, he's weak tts why his there and not out in the field.. suan him he die of heart attack!! haha! then blood test on the finger was damn itchy.. dunno why.. then went in for the normal blood test.. kaoz.. lousy skill.. then keep saying sorry to me.. got use ah.. inflicted pain on me but I will forgive YOU.. haha.. until now still have his mistake scar..

then i had to go for chest X ray.. i wonder wats wrong with tt guy.. he grabbed my by my wrist to make a chicken wing shape.. painful sia!!!!! nvm.. he dunno wat.. im not very tall already and he is even shorter than me.. so i dun wanna 计较 with him.. haha.. tt was the fastest station of all anyway..

then had to go visit the dentist.. boring station.. said a bunch of alien language.. think saying how beautiful is my teeth la.. so i can forget the 1 mins wait for him to complete his world cup article.. lol.. he was reading newspaper and wearing a mickey mouse bow tie.. cute!!

then had to take the ENT test.. just hearing test.. played a few buzzing sounds and make sure u can hear them properly.. ya.. they are afraid tt u cant detect a bee hive in a forest and kill urself la.. or mosquito in case tio dengue..

last test before entering the biggest station was the eye test.. aiya.. stupid la.. i cant read with one eye covered.. everything is just blurrish for me.. but just before he write his referral letter to the optitian, i could read perfectly well with both eyes open.. so phew!!

then had to go into the last station and strip!! just the top la.. cos gotta take heart rate la.. height and weight and consultation with doc.. tts where i got a PES D.. ya.. look at the pix above and u probably get it.. haha!!

then had to do a 2 hrs question thingy on the com before we can go.. and tts all!!

after medical checkup, went down to Far East to look for Pei Fen, Jie yan, Connie and Ming Jue.. i saw a super nice sweater there.. wanna buy but lucky i din brought enough money.. cos i have to control until next week before i spent again.. until now im still tinking of the sweater..

then it was saturday.. a boring day until i went to meet them again at Wisma this time.. but it wasnt a pleasant trip.. i suddenly felt giddy so i had to go home after 3 hrs there.. dots huh.. haha.. then i told my mum and i checked my BP.. very low.. then mummy told me must be cause of the tonic i drank on fri.. arh!! nth better to do ah.. like dat oso can lower my BP.. very low already lei..

then stayed thru the night to watch Germany's match.. i was so sad after they lost to italy!! IT WAS AN ACCIDENT! THEY COULD HAVE GOT INTO THE FINAL AND WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP! ok.. enough.. haha.. but they did well for this morning's match.. hee.. i was satisfied..

then cos mummy go malaysia with uncles and aunties so i had to pei my brother and daddy to discovery centre.. go there for him to see see la.. esp the robot.. little geroge.. i just can believe the person inside can tahan children scolding him stupid.. idiot.. tough money.. enjoyed my day there after the shooting game with the rifle being used by army now.. aiyo.. i forgotten the name le.. pls tag if u noe.. thanks.. it was fun..

ok.. tts all.. i will tag again soon.. maybe after tmr cos i will be going sentosa tmr!! yeh.. hope to take some nice pix and post it here!!

cya.. signing off..

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