today is the final day for our pw written report.. tmr morning we will have to hand up the WR.. all the hard work for the past 6 mths will be passed up tmr morning.. feeling so relieved now cos the ending will be done by the rest of my group members.. all i need to do is to be present tmr morning to sign the WR..

all the pressure on WR plus my super lousy result.. having to worried abt my study life sux.. mood totally turned worse.. wat to do.. haiz.. maybe this is why adults like to say we are not yet as mature as we think we are.. we think we can but is always not.. i thot it wun affect me much, but it proved tt i really got affected by all these.. even ppl closed to me are affected.. some are concern.. some dun bother to care much for me cos they got irritated.. im to blame and hopefully get this over soon..

i find myself working out all my energy whenever i can.. push myself to the limits.. played squash.. gym.. climbed up the stairs back home.. do watever tt can drain me off.. sounds silly.. but this is the only way to let off the steam in me.. ppl reading my blog.. if u ever see me, pls do not mention studies with me.. im sick of it.. i dunno where i will be going and no one can assure me.. not even my civics tutor.. sorri for being so self centred, but i prefer to "bluff" myself for the worst..

i cant wait for weekend.. i wanna have a good rest and play all i can at the same time.. i dun want to be worried abt academics.. arh!!! shit la.. wallet not much $$$ left.. hopefully it can last me till nx week.. i have been saving and eating abt $2 per day.. and money just flow away.. i wonder when can my money ever be enough?

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cya.. signing off.. good luck to all J1 tmr..

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