alright.. just couple of entries back, i mentioned future under construction.. now, it's starting to crack.. there's nothing i can do but pray the building will stay upright and give me time to find new contractor to repair the cracks.. unfortunately, it's the problem with the material used during the building.. lousy engarish brought me to this state.. stupid brain too.. no quality stuffs.. work hard and carefully just dun work.. study hard gam pui lor.. still worse than mid yr.. anw, i bet the new contractor wun just come easily.. im not going to score in GP just becos i studied for it.. in the 1st place.. how to study?

got all my results back.. before the results, i was rather confident tt this promos is easier than the mid yr.. in the end, the greater the hope, the higher is the building.. finally, i end up in the hospital with broken limbs after falling off the building.. all i would say is no luck.. i studied hard.. no regrets.. accept the fate.. careless.. oil lamps broken along my once bright road..

hey! but on the other hand, if i were to retain, i would rather go poly.. i always wanted to study in poly.. more interesting course.. im definitely not cut for study.. in jc.. and to say the truth, jc life just sux in NYJC.. boring routines.. pui! noe lotsa study mates.. maybe with essences of friendship but definitely not strong.. sorry guys, in case i hurt anyone of ya feelings.. (i dun think so ba..)

ok.. sum up wat happened today.. go to sch.. get my results.. disappointed yet not sad.. thinking of my future.. discuss with parents too.. maybe i think too much.. i hope so yet not.. confused feelings.. wanna stay.. wanna go.. i dunno.. let fate decide.. for now.. do my pw.. help my frens through this even if i may not stay.. walk and see la..

ok.. today had squash training.. went to gym.. yup.. weights again.. pull again.. press again.. haha.. fun.. starting to like it since i stop doing it in sec 4.. anw, had to do drills after tt.. backhand sux lor.. injure myself at the fingers and knee cap.. muscle strain.. haiz.. have to get a good rest.. arh.. tired now.. maybe stop here le.. things just go rumbling in my head.. too many things to think le..

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cya.. signing off..

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