i was too restless to post ytd.. furthermore, i got nth to write.. other than going for lectures, i did not do other stuffs that had made my life more fuifilling.. sianz... i can imagine holidays without lecture will be of more fun and excitment..

been discussing chalet in school la.. rather excited abt it but at the same time afraid of disappointment.. im afraid not many ppl will appear for that chalet.. it will surely cause it to be super boring lor..

wondering whether i shld go to school for lessons anot.. i go school for 2 days le.. and oso slp thru the lectures.. so tiring in the morning.. cant concentrate.. really find it no point.. my bed is more comfortable than the lecture hall seat..

today after lecture went to eat lunch with gilbert, wee beng, yi yuan and chew hwee.. went to eat teppanyaki.. wow.. still as nice as tt time i ate.. haha.. beef.. my favourite.. this is the first time i ate lunch with a teacher ever since i stepped into JC.. i find gilbert a teacher tt is easy to communicate.. lol.. but tt doesnt mean i like him the most.. lol..

got lotsa feelings inside me.. feeling damn not good.. anyway, its back to usual when im moody.. nth i can say le.. haiz.. just wanna say, words sometimes really hurt a person even thou it is not serious.. if tts the case, i cant do anything else except sorry as the bullet had already caused a wound in the heart.. im sorry..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:31 PM

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