ok.. We now back to the starting line.. A long marathon with a duration of 7 months 18days just past.. at the last few days of the run, we faced great problem.. an obstacle tt no one in the race will ever want to face..
no matter how tough, how matter how strong, cold war is the deadiest weapon of all.. in case u dunno.. it is ranked 1st under "The top most terrible things in a relationship".. the "cut" may not be the deepest that might be caused but..... it is definitely the most torturous one..
imagine taking a knife and slowly slide it across ur skin.. as it slid thru the first layer, the virgin layer within it slowly emerged.. blood gushes out of the cut, dying the knife with fresh red juice tt was once in ur body..
OH MY GOD! i will nvr want to face tt again.. it is terrible.. anyway.. thou things are back to normal, i only left 1 week before im going off for a 1 week trip to Taiwan on X'mas eve.. this is my 2nd yr not celebrating X'mas with frens in spore.. i missed the feeling and i believe nx year will be my third year..
for many of my previous posts, i remember complaining abt money not enough.. financial problem was the most serious problem i can thot of.. but after this, i truely realise money is mighty but relationship is INVINCIBLE!
"Please take care of my wife and children when I'm gone..." , "I regret not telling her I love her.." or maybe "Please forgive me, I'm wrong.." are some of the most common words a person will say before he or she will die.. However, "Please bury me with money.." or "You ppl need not send me off, money will do the job.." will never appear in any speech..
I'm just trying to illustrate something.. excuse me for the lousy examples i given but im sure u understand wat im trying to tell ya.. haha..
I've grown up a bit now.. I noe it myself.. maybe our true self can only be found during crisis.. i have been thru one.. im rather glod with it.. with everything.. i will hold it on tighter now on..
okok.. enough of all these.. ah.. sianz.. i got a letter of deferment from MINDEF.. it reminds me of NS in abt 1 year time.. arh.. im worried abt my wrist.. how am i going to report the problem abt my wrist.. been thru a year of checkup during sec 4.. blood test, X-ray and every other checkups just cant find the problem.. so how am i going to report to MINDEF? i wonder..
brother sick today.. poor boy.. stomach flu.. very sway lor.. going overseas in less than 5 days he sick.. aiyo.. worried for him.. in order to entertain him today. i caught a spider for him to observe la.. in the end, my daddy's new bought remote car seems to be more entertaining.. haha.. kids.. and finally one day in the holiday i had proper lunch and dinner at home.. haha.. all because mummy at home taking care of brother..
tmr going to help out with daddy again.. gonna earn more money.. so i can pay off my "debts" and buy more stuff in taiwan.. i need to buy xmas presents too.. aiya.. many things la.. cant cope.. haha.. ok.. tt's all i have..
cya.. signing off..
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