ytd came back ard 9 plus and was so damn tired tt i din even cared abt today's morning chem test.. i din studied for it.. of cos, i wasnt confident abt tt test.. haha.. but i just took a warm bath and rest well during the night.. ytd was considered the most relaxing yet tiring day for me..

yup.. the great news of the day is not tt i entered the school team for squash(this is a good news).. the thing is, our GP tutor change again!!! omg.. initially in IJC, my GP tutor was Mr YiP, then Mr Seah in NYJC and then Mr Tong(the greatest GP tutor ever!!).. now changed to Mr Yee.. sian la.. today was his last lesson with us.. told us wat really happened..

i feel very unjust for him.. he is being recongnised as the best GP tutor in the school yet ranked the lowest under the MOE thingy.. stupid.. so wats a teacher for? to educated the student.. so we are the "customer" and since "customer" is always right, why cant a popular teacher be ranked high.. esp he can produce good results and dare to guarentee at least a B4 for every student.. can someone explain?

well.. of cos.. this cause alot of unhappiness in our class.. we all thot we had a great teacher and ppl who din attend GP lessons the whole of last year appeared becos of him.. but now.. he is going off.. we are not going to let go of him cos he's going to out of sch.. well.. he has a tuition centre and this is a plan we all hope will success.. we shall pay and attend his lessons outside.. yup.. we pay to get taught by him.. tts how good he is..

when u think teachers are the good fellows in the schools.. u may not be very correct.. well.. i admit, thereare good teachers ard.. i appreciate them alot.. but the dark side was shown to us when no teacher except Mr Yee is willing to take over our class from Mr Tong.. reasons? cos teachers know well tt they cant win the class over from Mr Tong.. explain? ppl who pon GP lessons dun pon Mr Tong's lessons.. and if a new tutor comes in.. everything will be back to normal or worse.. see? get the idea now? tts how good the both of them are.. but Mr Yee, we are so sorry.. we know u are nice by taking over the class.. but the class seems to like Mr Tong better.. we dunno wat we will do but.. yup.. we shall see..

change change change.. nth better to do lor.. only noe how to change teacher.. change Physics teacher last year.. change GP tutor this year.. change Chem teacher few months later.. wat else u want? i dun think u can change the results for the better if changing of tutor continues.. aiya.. everything just sux la.. just when good things arrived, horrible things just overwhelm it.. sianz...!

tmr will be having Mr Yee's first lesson.. i plan to give him a chance.. but i dun guarentee things after tt.. haha.. wish him well.. anyway.. i shall follow the crowd.. where or wat the class do i follow.. wahaha.. tmr have squash training again.. it will be school team training.. happy to be in the team.. but another problem caused becos we need to train..

Ms Lee wants us to concentrate on our training for the competition and made a selfish decision, which is to let us train and dun let any J1s enter squash for 1st 3 mths.. tts very selfish.. do u noe how much effort we put in to persuade the J1s to enter squash and do u noe how many promises we made to them when convincing them to squash.. do u noe how much a promise cost.. to me, it is priceless! everything she do affects both us and J1s.. well.. are they going to go without CCAs for 1st 3 mths if they are keen in squash? wth.. we shld name ourselves the NY liars "squash dream" team.. haiz.. decision made by the authorities are just not rite.. common'.. are u going to tell me im immature to think tt way? or.. tell me all these are for our own good.. leave those nonsense to urself.. sorry.. i only know wats in front of me.. problems without solutions..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 7:18 PM

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