alot of things rumbling in my mind now.. really dunno wat to say and wat not to say.. phrasing it out is another problem.. ok.. go slow.. studies first..
today i had thefrist GP lesson with Mr Yee.. well.. did compre assignment which dun turn out to be good and interesting.. the whole 1.5hrs doing nth but compre.. is tt interesting.. no!!! of cos not!!! then i realise i really still dunno alot of my stuffs la.. whether is maths or chem.. so sad.. so tired nowadays tt i can hardly find energy to do my work.. esp revisions.. sianz.. ok.. most classmates feel like joining Mr Tong's tuition.. yeh!! im looking forward to it.. hope tt i wont be happy for nth.. if u have been following thru my entries.. u will noe how many times i have been happy for nth.. 放我飛機(unicode)... understand??
ok.. squash now.. im damn damn guilty and bad when i see all the J1s who signed up for squash today.. why ur turn up.. why?? if u dun turn up, the teacher will probably delay the news and give me enough time to tok to her.. i regretted going to the toilet to put on my contacts.. when i go back squash court, she finished her announcement.. and why some ppl just wont stop and hear me out after she dismiss ur? i shouted "come back!!".. haiz.. now.. wat are the J1s going to do? i dun care.. i want them back.. the teachers dun want i want!! i shall convince them.. the most i dun join competition lor.. i teach them squash.. arh!!!
squash again.. today coach wants Hua Bin to be inside the school team.. which means we have 8 ppl in the team.. we are going to have another selection one mth later.. he is going to select 7 ppl out of 8.. which means one person will be out.. haiz.. nvm abt tt.. changed my handle gripping at cheap price.. $2.50.. coach got cheap lobang.. lol.. if not im going to buy outside at 10 plus.. the training is tough.. and it is going to be tougher and tougher.. im so scared!! i will use up my energy for it.. so where to get energy to study?? OMG!!!
finally.. social life.. erm.. i go bathe first.. come back in 10 mins..
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back! back to topic.. frens are always there for u.. aiya.. but i dunno lei.. in sch like got more hi bye frens than real frens.. we humans are the cleverest creature in earth.. we have feelings and we can express and feel it.. tts wat made us superior.. i noe, cos i can feel.. dunno.. "avoid" is the word..
3 weeks i nvr see dear le.. i miss her alot.. im going thailand next weekend.. i want to meet her this week.. but.. unforeseen circumstances made it impossible.. im damn sad.. arh.. this sat i can meet her during the evening during clique outing.. but an earlier outing was fixed.. tt is the OGLs outing.. like my last entry.. promise is priceless.. i promise means i will go.. haha.. sat morning the J2s have newspaper collection.. then afternoon is the only time i can meet her but she meeting feng.. haiz.. dun want me to meet her.. wat can i do? weekdays she oso cant make it.. wat can i do? for 3 weeks.. terrible feelings.. one word, "avoid"..
haiz.. tts all i can remember for now.. think u will be reading alot abt my bad life in NYJC and outside school.. good luck to you.. u can choose not to read.. duh.. haha..
cya.. signing off..
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