today's intention of going to school despite being so tired is to go back to take our block test paper la.. i admit.. i was quite confident with the physics paper like i've told Mr Chan, my sec school physics teacher when he came on thurs morning together with GESS student for JC tour.. ok.. got back my paper and realised i got 64.2%!! FU*K! i missed the B.. tt was my target for every subject.. the target CCC is for Mrs Tay's reference.. so she will probably think i've done it.. lol..

then i was worried abt my maths.. i cant do alot of questions.. then faced blackout during the examination.. oh sort of shit u can find in S.H.I.T (Subject Head of I.T).. then i took back the paper with little confidence.. this time FU*K as well!! 64%.. wat else can be worse.. oh man.. i really forgot to pray before i take the test and the results.. i think i rather believe it just before A level exams..

tmr will probably get back the chemistry paper.. i got no faith in GP teacher.. they are always the slowest in giving us back the paper.. i understand it is hard to mark GP paper.. so dun really blame them.. hopefully i can get at least a C for chemistry.. wait, i thot i said B for every subject? hmm.. i nvr got more than a E for my chemistry.. the most i scored was an AO pass.. so??? let's pray..

typing this entry in school.. ended sch at 315 but stayed back cos i intended to go sinseh to fix my hand.. sian la.. not open today.. going tmr.. and probably learn writing with my left hand.. haha.. ok.. the lib is so quiet a moment ago and now there are ppl beside me discussing abt their block test.. bad memories..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 5:33 PM

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