im so confused! so much to do so much to remember and so many work to do but not enough energy to cope with everything.. hey! this sux ok! today during chem i was doing my own chem stuff cos i dunno the schedule and dunno wat to bring for lesson.. in the end got scolded by Mrs Tan.. wah leow.. i do my own stuff not as if i dun care abt chem.. pls note tt it is not i dun want to do! if i dun want to do i wont even touch chem during lesson ok! pls pls pls.. can the chem department clear things up in a more proper way.. putting notices outside the lab isnt a smart way of informing the mass..

ok.. more revision exercise need to be done right now and i cant really work on my own.. cant even do proper planning of my own work but to follow the sch.. then i might as well dun revise.. no freedom inmugging too.. i noe wat im weak in.. pls let me do wat i wanna do first? can? *CANNOT! SO SORRY!* ok.. nothing i can do abt it..

then i dunno why.. i cant seem to concentrate during lesson esp lectures cos im too tired to concentrate.. i cant even open my eyes.. no matter how much i sleep.. i face the same prob.. the lesser i sleep, the more tired i would be.. the more i sleep.. the same thing happens.. so? dun sleep.. worse i guess.. so where do i get the energy from? wanna mug later into the night oso cant.. cos brain dead how to think?

today we had our GP common test.. well.. weird paper set.. no MEDIA questions.. no SCIENCE & TECHNOLOGY questions.. the smart teacher even answered tt this is a proper A LEVEL question paper..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

ok.. stomach hurts now cos i laugh too much le.. cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 9:18 PM

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