haven been updating this blog for a week.. i noe it is quite long but i have been finding time to post an entry and i managed to squeeze a little time into my busy life for this entry.. haha..

not a very good week i would say.. cos nothing much happened and only negative stuffs is embedded deeply in my heart.. esp ytd's event.. did not complete my NAPFA again.. yup.. again.. huh all u want.. think all u want.. cos im really thinking just like u all.. im still wondering wats wrong with my body.. it just cant keep up with me.. hate this feeling.. i feel really weak.. cos i cant complete NAPFA.. suck.. esp 2.4km run.. everytime i run something happened.. want to go doc but recieved advice which go against this idea.. fine then.. nothing can be done to my body for the time being.. maybe i will be entering NS earlier than other ppl.. suffer in there with training with nothing done to save my body.. within 10 years body will fail me.. within 20 years.. moving on wheels.. within 30 years?? haiz..

other than tt im worried abt my studies too.. i dun think i noe more than i do before mid year exams.. im suppose to noe more.. but.. i just remeber.. slow in doing work.. really wanna slack but have to keep telling myself NO.. slacked but not much.. this feeling sux cos i dun want to keep forcing myself not to slack.. i want it in me.. naturally.. now when to do this when to do tt.. read 2 books.. one on successful life and 7 habits for teens.. well.. i believe tt helped me realise alot.. but seriously.. staying so far away really take up much of my time in doing other things tt will start the ball kicking(to study).. i want tt black notebook.

ok.. i think i shld stop here.. i have lots to complain.. dun think it will be good for u to keep reading all these.. sorry huh.. promise a better and more meaningful entry the next time..

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 7:21 PM

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