thx for the concern! but i was just fed up sometimes when truthful words are the most hurting comments.. when things and ppl are so tense up, i just anyhow shoot my words from my mouth.. food goes into the mouth but trouble always comes out of my mouth.. wat else can i say? really.. i did not have the intention to compete.. no intention to hurt someone.. but i just find tt things may work better with changes made to it..

ya.. so wat else can i do than mugging? plan timetable.. with all the tuitions and things to do.. wah.. tts alot.. everyone is facing the same prob.. but the way of treatment is totally different.. why?

my family just came back a few hours ago from Hong Kong.. brother shared with me his wonderful experiences in disneyland and other fun places.. so envy!! i had to stay here and mug thou i was given the option to go.. parents nvr feel tt there is time for fun.. weird parents.. like to say, "can means can, cannot means cannot.. so can you?" being confident of myself, my ans would definitely be "YES!".. so can u imagine the reply? "then go Hong Kong la! study is not everything.. *im being hinted tt family is even more impt*" well.. in the end my decision was to stay to make myself feel better.. haha!!

tmr going for globalisation lecture and going to take my Basic Theory Test this friday.. lotsa things to do.. so dun complain le.. just chiong la! no time to think of no time le!!

cya.. signing off..

talked more trash @ 11:22 PM

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